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Craving for attention

I watch you pass;

Your hand in hers

Without even a single look

Towards my darkened room.

A tear slips down

My blood drained cheeks

As I resume my position

In the corner of my dispair.



--Me

Empty Voice



Take a journey to my core

And indulge yourself forever more

In what was lost and never found

Be wary of my heart upon the ground.



Deep within the darkness steal

There you'll find some lies that feel

Like the truth I never found

Be wary of my heart upon the ground.



Sitting in a bath of blood

From which I throw, to the mirror, mud

To dirty the pure soul never found

Be wary of my heart upon the ground.



Cry yourself to sleep and pray

That you will never find a need to say

I lost something I never found

Be wary of my heart upon the ground.



--Me.

Broken Loneliness



I don't want you to know

how badly this hurts,

so I put on my mask

of happiness and joy.



This happy façade

that I put on

is only an act.

I want to cry out for you

but you're always so busy.

I won't interrupt.



So many nights

I've cried myself to sleep

believing that tomorrow things will change.

The world seems so much colder without you.



You're my everything, but am I yours?

Sometimes I can't go on

but the thought of your smile

keeps me moving.



You're all I want.

You're all I need.

Isn't that enough?

I've given you all I can give [love]

and yet you come home

a man I can't please.



Rays of darkness

engulf me so slowly

loneliness is my best friend.

This is what I'm destined for.

No purpose; innocence departing,

drowning in despair.

They'll never know who I am.

What I was.

Endless sleep is what I seek.



I don't want you to know

how badly this hurts,

so I put on my mask

of happiness and joy….



--Me